Stepping Back To Move Forward

Review of Selena Gomez and Benny Blanco’s New Album, “I Said I Loved You First” 

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On March 21, newly engaged couple Selena Gomez and Benny Blanco released their joint album, “I Said I Loved You First.” The album is a personal journey of love, self-reflection and vulnerability with a mostly soft pop feel. Gomez sings throughout, while Blanco’s contribution consists mainly of production and songwriting. Featuring artists such as Gracie Abrams, The Marias, J Balvin and Tainy, the album debuted at number two on the Billboard 200. While solid, the album isn't particularly grounding, though certain songs stand out with meaningful moments. It seems like an album for Gomez herself rather than one aimed for virality and awards.

The album’s opening is a throwback for listeners, featuring an emotional thank-you speech Gomez gave after filming the finale for her show, “Wizards of Waverly Place,” foreshadowing a tone of nostalgia. Throughout the album, Gomez reflects on her past, even seemingly referencing her past relationships with songs like “You Said You Were Sorry” and “Don’t Wanna Cry.” One track, “Do You Wanna Be Perfect,” isn’t sung by Gomez, rather it features an audio of someone discussing societal standards, with Gomez interrupting and dismissing the topic before moving on to her next song. In this way, the album feels like a chance for Gomez to reflect on her old life before stepping into a new one with Blanco, who is encouraging her voice. The album's themes of empowerment, heartbreak, self-worth and moving on are beautifully executed, perfectly conveying its deep meaning.

The album features several notable tracks. “Ojos Triste” maintains a steady rhythm with a soft, slow-dancing feel, mixing both English and Spanish lyrics for a comforting return to one's roots. “Younger and Hotter Than Me” provides heartfelt lyrics about the experiences and anxiety women face, creating a soft, introspective vibe. However, other songs, like “Sunset Blvd” feel random with lyrics such as, “I can’t wait to hold that big, big, hard…heart,” which come across as cringey. Individually, most songs on the album are enjoyable, though they seem forgettable over time.

The album overall doesn't seem cohesive. The song “Bluest Flame” contradicts the soft feel of the album, with its production sounding like it's meant for the club, heavily consisting of electronic and pop elements. Compared to the rest of the album, this song’s placement is bizarre, as it switches from moody to upbeat, making it better suited as a single. The same goes for “I Can’t Get Enough,” which features other artists and blends Latin and electronic pop. Individually, it’s a good song, but its placement between two songs with angsty tones makes it sound out of place.

The album stays true to its themes with lyrics and songs that feel emotional and meaningful. However, while it's a good listen, it falls short in areas like cohesiveness, making it an album resembling a collection of experiences rather than a unified work.

<Star Ratings>

Meaning: ★★★★★

Lyrics: ★★★★★

Album Cohesiveness: ★★★★★